What is this feeling

What is this feeling, I’m feeling; there’s a restlessness that I’m confronted with right now; there is an uneasiness, an unknowing of what I am suppose to be doing right now…
I feel the need to do something and yet what? And at the same time, I feel like lying down and watching movies. What am I doing; where do I need to go.
What am I doing?
Out of the restlessness comes reaching outside of myself to find answers.
Knowingly that is not where the answers lie….yeah yeah yeah...I get it…
Time to go within…and time go within right now.
Meditate

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