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Mother

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He Hates His Mother But Would Never Dare Say... Most of us do.   His trust in her was betrayed when at 8 years old, she shipped him off to boarding school. There are the Mothers who are clueless and self absorbed; mothers who are so manipulative and controlling; and those who love being moms for their own selfish reasons...forget the child. "Yes, I betrayed your trust, but hey, I clothed you, fed you...I bought you a car.  I paid for your college. I gave you money when you were in need.  Yet I left you emotionally empty, longing and confused." Statistically, my guess, - homelessness has something to do with an issue with mother...not feeling loved; not feeling honored. To those Mothers who got out of abusive relationships, I'd bet the children are faring way better then those who stayed. But to those who stayed...               We go into justification…Mother really means well.               We go into denial…lie to ourselves. But LIFE doesn’t lie.  It always comes up for

We The Women

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We Are The Emotional Body Speaking To My Sisters, All Women Especially Women Of Color We Are The Way Show-ers Creators Without Women, No Human Being Would Exist on This Planet (Let That Sink In) Every Human Being Must Come Through Us - Women We Are The Creators Of Life! The Emotional Body Of The Planet Is All Of Ours BUT Women Have Been Carrying The Emotional Sickness and Disease For Many Millennia Feeling Guilty Because We Took An Apple - NO The Collective WE Have Been Placed In This Role A Role That Is Not Ours To Carry A Role That Allows Emotional Abuse, Physical Abuse, Sex-Trafficking, Sexual Mutilation... A Slavery Placed On Women That Has Us Turning On Each Other... In Denial Of Truth Collectively We Have To Support Each Other Not Tear Each Other Down Which Can Only Happen When We, You, Me, She Support Ourselves Individually Know Your Individual Magnificence And Beauty Your Shine Is Different Than My Shine - Celebrate That The Unique Beauty In Each

Speak For Yourself

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Speak For Yourself Do Not Cast Words Of Doubt Into My Reality Speak For Yourself Do Not Cast Shadows Of Misguided Language Into My Life Speak For Yourself No Words You Can Say Have Any Power Into My World Speak Only For Yourself Because Words Have Power ! Your Words Have Power Over You! Speak Only For Yourself I Would Not Presume To Speak For You So Back Off Speak Only For Yourself I SPEAK The Words I Wish To Invoke In My Reality, My Life, My World! TBali™-Live Your Beauty all original material copyright ©201 9

A Bitterroot Transformed

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Bitterness.  A Weed. Who's Roots Are Long And Wide Will Make Even The Kindest Person Turn Into A Fenir Eating The Very Soul Of The Person Of Whom Is It's Object Of Attention Must Be Plucked From The Deepest Recesses Of It's Beginnings Sneakily Hidden By Some, Felt By All Driving The Ego To Self-Righteousness Indignation Pluck - Aware It Grows Inside Pluck - Meditate Pluck - Sacred Study Pluck - Feel It (ouch), See It (ouch) Pluck - Release - Surrender - Let Go Give It Over (forgive) Crater Of Hollowness Be Seeded With Hope, Joy And Love New Roots Growing, Flourishing, Flowering Be The Grace By Which All Bitterness Is Released and Transformed Into Peace  All That Is For Thee Will Be It Is So TBali™-Live Your Beauty all original material copyright ©201 9

Love Me

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Love Me I love me enough to know that your being rude and hurtful is not loving   Take myself out of the space and situation Love Me I love me enough to see the bitterness that pervades your being  The guilt you feel toward yourself translating into hatred What do you feel guilty about? PS. Guilt is the only energy on earth that never dissipates  Time for you to take on alchemy to transform your feelings of guilt into hope and joy Love Me I love me enough to love myself no matter what's thrown my way I have faith in me Love Me I love me enough to listen to the signs my soul gives to my body …pink eye, a cold, a cut, a fall, bug bites, negative balances, blocks in flow …indications that it is time to move on   Love Me I love me enough to ask the Divine Beloved, God, to transform my existence  Where love radiates through every pore of my being Love Me I love me enough to accept what is, knowing it is all for my highest good  Ever

Spiritual Ammunition

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~BETTER A DRY CRUST WITH PEACE AND QUIET THAN A HOUSE FULL OF FEASTING, WITH STRIFE….Proverbs 17:1~ As I Sit Here Eating My Crust...  I recognize the Peace in this Space. I recognize the Ease into the Divine. I recognize, the Fun and Freedom -of the people I'm meeting and spending time with. I recognize the Beauty around Me. No longer being stomped on figuratively and literally (she stomped around upstairs in the room above while I tried to sleep) No longer around those that need to always talk about how important they are and their lives are (really not believing their true importance) Newsflash, we all are individually and uniquely important; therefore none of us are IMPORTANT. No longer whittling myself into tiny pieces to fit around the aroma of arrogance pervading the room. (seriously, just stop talking) The Quiet, Welcomed.   The Peace, Welcomed.   The Flow of the Divine, Welcomed. Shhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! Here Enjoying The Crust. TBali™-Live Your Be

The Warriors Journey Is Yours

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Heavy Emotional Lifting Is The Breaking Of The Generational Curses That Have Plagued The Linage Of The Family. I Am Joan Of Arc. Not In The Egotistical Sense, But This Is The Battle, This Is The War, All The Scars, Pains, Bruises, Cuts Are Of The Emotional Nature. It Is Mine To Break, If I So Chose, And I Chose To. First Within Me. Break The Conditioning; Returning To Love. This Is Not For The Weary, This Is Not For Those Who Want To Play It Safe Pretending Their Lives Are Better Than Yours Because They Follow Societal Norms. I Promise You Their Lives Are Not. I Have Witnessed The Dysfunction Of The Systemic Denial Of Truth Within These Walls. Why Else Would They Try To Make You Feel As If Your Life Is Worthless? It Is A Reflection Of What They Feel About Themselves. Don't Play The Roles Placed Before You In Their Life Game. Play Your Part In Your Life You Are Worthy Of That Break Through Break Free The Warriors Journey Is Yours PS, "They" Do